Thursday, January 16, 2020

HERE I AM LORD


Sung "Here I am Lord.  Is it I Lord?  I have heard you calling in the night.  I will go Lord, if You lead me.  I will hold your people in my heart." [1] 

In today’s Gospel, Jesus heals Peter’s mother-in-law.  Jesus touches her and she is immediately healed.  What does she do?  She waits on them.

The Greek word is diakonia. More accurately it means “service” or “minister”.  There is a big difference between waiting and serving/ministering.  Some jokingly say, Jesus healed her because he and the apostles needed someone to fix their dinner.  This raises the question:  What is more important—what we are healed from or what are we healed for?

I would contend it’s “what we are healed for.”

How does God intend to use our healing to help us to better serve or minister to his people? 

I had a conversation with my sister, as we sat in ICU where her husband laid in an induced coma, asking when we pray for healing, what does that look like or mean for people of faith?  Sometimes healing may not the best for us.  A blind priest, who was a wonderful confessor and counselor, was once asked if he prayed to have his sight restored.  He answered no.  He said that, while it would be wonderful to see again, he felt that sight would be a distraction in his ministry.  He had an inner vision that was a greater gift for his service to God and others. 

Have you been praying for healing: physical, mental, or relational?  What would you do if you were healed?  How would your life change?  How would your relationships change?  How would it help you to serve God better?

Both St. Ignatius of Loyola and St. Francis of Assisi grew closer to God and had life directives when they were recovering.  Once healed, they served the Church in mighty ways.  Some writers did their best work because illness kept them homebound.[2]

God continues to call each of us, even in the challenge of our illness or difficult situation.  Will we respond as the psalmist, Here I am Lord, I come to do your will.

[1] “Here I Am, Lord” by Dan Schutte © 1981.
[2] WeekDay HomilyHelps, Homily Suggestion by Mary Lynne Rapien.

Monday, January 13, 2020

A THRESHOLD STORY


[1]Perhaps the most evocative word that Pope Frances has used to present the task of the Church is “door”.  The door, says Pope Francis, “must protect, of course, but not reject”; “the door must not be forced but on the contrary, one asks permission, because hospitality shines in the freedom of welcoming”; “the door is frequently opened, in order to see if there is someone waiting outside, perhaps without the courage nor, perhaps, the strength to knock.”[2] Baptism is a door that some of us were carried through, as an infant, by loving parents who desired us to have a relationship with God.  Some of us chose to walk through this door as an adult by the invitation, encouragement, or witness of a spouse or friend.  Either way our baptism becomes a threshold story in our Catholic Christian walk.

The story of Jesus’ baptism in the Jordan River is a threshold story.  It’s the doorway that precedes his forty-day journey into the desert, where he wrestles with demons.  It’s the doorway that initiates him into a depth journey and marks the beginning of his public ministry.  This is the first time we see the adult Jesus in Matthew’s gospel.  He has been readying himself, but first needs this ritual, in the river of his ancestors, where the Israelites generations before crossed into the Promised Land.[3] 

The Jewish people who asked John to baptize them were doing something very unusual.  Baptism was a ritual reserved for Gentiles who wished to be received into the Jewish faith; It was a penitential rite for people who had been believed to be shut out by God and wished to be accepted by him; Jews would see baptism as unnecessary for themselves as the chosen people.[4]

Baptism is an act of humility for Jesus, of bowing down to enter into and become one with the community.  He recognizes how this ritual ushers’ him into a new landscape of life.  Jesus surrenders himself, yields to John and to the path that is calling him.  He is not resigned, but active in his “yes” to this new path.  This kind of assent to a holy call requires courage, as such, his baptism became a sacred “yes”.  In being baptized, he would identify himself with the people who were renouncing sin and searching for God, and he would set out on his mission to save them.

What Jesus received from John was not the sacrament of Christian initiation, although it prefigures our baptism.  It was an acceptance of his call to mission, to fulfill the prophecy of Isaiah: “I, the Lord, have called you for the victory of justice … to open the eyes of the blind, … to bring out prisoners from confinement, and from the dungeon, those who live in darkness.” (Is 42:6-7)

When you and I were baptized, we to crossed over a threshold, not only were we adopted into the very life of God, but in our own way we too were called to mission, to go about doing good, to stand up for justice, to open the eyes of the blind, and to free people from all kinds of prisons.

Alas, over time, we forget, the newness of our baptism gets lost because we grew up in an environment not so engaged in our faith community; or we found ourselves walking through a demanding secular life devoid of strong Christian witnesses; or we just plain become cynical and jaded by the seeming hypocrisy of the institutional Church leadership.  This is why our traditions and liturgy have reminders each time we cross the threshold of the church doors.  We dip our fingers into the water of the baptismal font to remind us of our baptismal commitment.  We listen to these stories again and again to re-awaken our call to always begin anew our commitment to be active participants of Jesus’ mission.

There is a quiet kind of justice happening in the first reading.  The prophet says: “He will not cry or lift up his voice, or make it heard in the street.  …He will not grow faint or be crushed until he has established justice in the earth.” (Is 42:4) There is a steady patience, a commitment to continue on doing right even when hope seems feeble.  This is who we are as Catholic Christians, the commitment we are called to, the belief we profess in the Creed, and the “Amen” we acclaim as we receive our Lord’s very Body and Blood.  Believing we will be empowered by the Holy Spirit to go about doing good courageously in a world full of strife.

Contemplating the baptism of Jesus, how do we remember our own sharing of those threshold waters, which initiated us into a community and ushered us toward our own calling?  What have we forgotten, that needs to be reclaimed? 

As we cross the threshold into the Ordinary Time of the Church, may the graces of Christmas spur our re-commitment to live up to Jesus’ call to mission, believing the doors of heaven will be opened to us, after this our exile, longing to hear the Lord say of us, “This is my beloved son[/my beloved daughter], with whom I am well pleased.” (Mt 3:17)

[1] New American Bible, Saint Joseph Edition © 1986.  Scriptures: Isaiah 42:1-4, 6-7; Acts 10:34-38; Matthew 3:13-17
[2] For I Was a Stranger, and You Welcomed Me, USCCB © 2017. Washington, DC
[3] Naked, and You Clothed Me, Edited by Deacon Jim Knipper © 2013.  “The heavens were opened to him.” By Christine Valters Paintner.
[4] Sundays With Jesus, by James DiGiacomo, SJ © 2007.

Wednesday, January 8, 2020

RADICAL LOVERS


These passages from 1 John must be read slowly and closely, even savored.  Hear the emotion of John, a beloved and aging pastor speaking to his community:
  • “Beloved, if God so loved us, we also must love one another.” (1 Jn 4:11)
  • “No one has ever seen God.  Yet, if we love one another, God remains in us, and his love is brought to perfection.” (1 Jn 4:12)
This is not easy in today’s world when you turn on the news to discover the shootings, hate crimes, and who’s lobbing missiles at who.
  • “God is love” (1 Jn 4:16)
The author is trying to express the profound reality of God’s presence as manifested through the action of love of God and love of neighbor.[1]  It is said that John, in his elderly years, when asked for a profound teaching would repeat over and over, “Love one another my children love one another.”

St. Augustine once preached on 1 John 4:12 and it seems he had come to the same conclusion: “Once and for all, I give you this one short command: love, and do what you will. ... Let the root of love be in you: nothing can spring from it but good” (Sermon 110:8).

Augustine agrees with John that God’s love of us begets love in and through us so that we can be Christ in our world today.  “As he is, so are we.” (1 Jn 4:17) Living the life of Christ through the gift of the Spirit, we are not hobbled by fear, but, loving others as we are loved by Christ, we are a transforming presence in the world. 

However, we know our love isn’t perfect, any more than the disciples’ love was; they gave in to fear in that tiny boat being tossed about on the waves.  We give in to fear when we turn our eyes and our thoughts away from the homeless and hungry seeking money or food along busy highways; when we are silent in the face of overt racism; when we join in the cry to exclude those who are not “us”!  We are the Body of Christ, and we all are “us,” and so we keep on trying to perfect our love.

God’s remaining and abiding love is as good as it gets and it is available to all who are willing to accept it and put it into practice.

Jesus “meant to pass them by,” (Mk 7:48) but he didn’t—and he doesn’t pass us by.  We cannot be hard-hearted and not understand about the loaves, about the Bread of Life.  It journeys with us and banishes our fears so that we can be radical lovers. “Receive what you are and become what you receive,” Augustine told his neophytes when preaching about the Eucharist: Be as Christ in the world![2]


[1] Weekday HomilyHelps, Exegesis by Eugene Hensell, OSB.
[2] Weekday HomilyHelps, Homily Suggestion by Leota Roesch.