Thursday, January 16, 2020

HERE I AM LORD


Sung "Here I am Lord.  Is it I Lord?  I have heard you calling in the night.  I will go Lord, if You lead me.  I will hold your people in my heart." [1] 

In today’s Gospel, Jesus heals Peter’s mother-in-law.  Jesus touches her and she is immediately healed.  What does she do?  She waits on them.

The Greek word is diakonia. More accurately it means “service” or “minister”.  There is a big difference between waiting and serving/ministering.  Some jokingly say, Jesus healed her because he and the apostles needed someone to fix their dinner.  This raises the question:  What is more important—what we are healed from or what are we healed for?

I would contend it’s “what we are healed for.”

How does God intend to use our healing to help us to better serve or minister to his people? 

I had a conversation with my sister, as we sat in ICU where her husband laid in an induced coma, asking when we pray for healing, what does that look like or mean for people of faith?  Sometimes healing may not the best for us.  A blind priest, who was a wonderful confessor and counselor, was once asked if he prayed to have his sight restored.  He answered no.  He said that, while it would be wonderful to see again, he felt that sight would be a distraction in his ministry.  He had an inner vision that was a greater gift for his service to God and others. 

Have you been praying for healing: physical, mental, or relational?  What would you do if you were healed?  How would your life change?  How would your relationships change?  How would it help you to serve God better?

Both St. Ignatius of Loyola and St. Francis of Assisi grew closer to God and had life directives when they were recovering.  Once healed, they served the Church in mighty ways.  Some writers did their best work because illness kept them homebound.[2]

God continues to call each of us, even in the challenge of our illness or difficult situation.  Will we respond as the psalmist, Here I am Lord, I come to do your will.

[1] “Here I Am, Lord” by Dan Schutte © 1981.
[2] WeekDay HomilyHelps, Homily Suggestion by Mary Lynne Rapien.

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