Sunday, April 7, 2019

ANCIENT STONES


 [1]I was a little early to as usual to assist at the 5:00 p.m. vigil Mass and I noticed the long line for the Sacrament of Reconciliation.  So long the sacristan was wondering if the priest was going to be on time for the Mass.  It reminded me of a story about a little boy who was going to confession for the first time.  He enters the confessional, sits down looks at the priest and says, “You first!”

Carl Jung is famous for formulating the concept of the shadow, the portion of our personality which, through the course of our life, is relegated to the darkness of the unconscious.  The shadow goes by many familiar names: the disowned self, the lower self, the dark twin or brother in bible and myth, the double, repressed self, or our alter ego. When we come face-to-face with our darker side, we use metaphors to describe these shadow encounters: meeting our demons, wrestling with the devil, our dark night of the soul, or midlife crisis.”  Although the shadow is an innate part of the human being, the vast majority of us are willfully blind regarding its existence. We try so hard to hide our negative qualities, not only from others but from ourselves.  To do this we often cast the first stone by criticizing or condemning others, when we recognize in them the same faults and destructive tendencies, we’ve worked so hard to bury, all while attempting to maintain our desired image of holiness.[2]

In the Gospel today, we read about a crowd who brings a woman before Jesus citing the Mosaic law requiring that those caught in adultery must be put to death, with stoning being the preferred method.  Now we could talk about the woman’s sin, we could talk about the other adulterous partner not brought before Jesus, we could talk about the crowd’s trickery and the elder’s shadow behaviors, but let’s talk about the stones.  If we read ahead to chapter 9 in the Gospel of John, we would find that after Jesus convinces this crowd to drop their stones and walk away, there’s a different crowd picking up stones again—this time to throw at Jesus!  Then a few years later, after the Resurrection, we hear in the Acts of the Apostles, that another crowd gathers around deacon Stephen—successfully stoning him to death.  Yet there is another type of stone used in the ancient world, the large stone used to seal up a tomb.

We know the story as our Lenten journey has us on the road to Jerusalem, how it’s going to end for Jesus.  We know Jesus will be crucified and die.  We know he will be taken down from the cross and laid in a tomb.  We know the entrance of the tomb will be sealed with a large stone.  Do you know what else is sealed in that tomb?  All of our sins.  The sins of the Prodigal Son.  The sins of the Woman Caught in Adultery.  Your sins and my sins.

When Mary Magdalene was returning to the tomb early Sunday morning, she was worried about who was going to roll that huge stone away for her.  You see: stones, large and small, real or figuratively cast from our shadow self, can be a real problem.  Mary couldn’t have imagined what had happened.  Her dead Savior, now alive—and all our sins, now forgiven—had already burst forth from the tomb.  The large stone that was suppose to keep our Savior and our sins in the tomb forever was no obstacle for God’s plan for our salvation.

As much as we might want to keep our sins locked up, all sealed in the tomb of our hearts, the Resurrection demands that the huge stone we’ve used to seal up our sins in our shadow tomb must be rolled away.  All so that Salvation and Forgiveness and New Life can burst forth.  Only God can roll away the stone at the entrance of our hearts.[3]

In the woman brought before him, Jesus recognized the people he came to save.  She is Israel of yesterday, the prophet Hosea’s wife, the figure of the people covenanted but not always faithful; and she is the Church of today and tomorrow, who Jesus loves and for whom he will sacrifice himself, to release her, to release us from slavery to sin.

St. Paul tells us of his desire to be fully identified with Christ, conscious that he will not achieve this by his own efforts but only by God’s grace and justice.  The new justice to which Paul refers is exercised through a restored relationship that springs from merciful love.[4]  The same merciful love we can experience in the Sacrament of Reconciliation and by being a full and active participant in this worship community and these sacred mysteries, we call the Eucharistic celebration.

We must stop dwelling on past experiences, or we seal our heart to something new God desires for us.  Lent keeps us focused on Jesus and seeing our lives in the light of his mercy.  Forget what lies behind.  Strain forward to the life with Christ that lies ahead.[5]  Let’s let go of our ancient stones to realize God is doing something new with and through us.

[1] New American Bible, Saint Joseph Edition © 1986.  Scriptures: Is 43:16-21; Phil 3:8-14; Jn 8:1-11.
[2] Carl Jung and the Shadow: The Hidden Power of Our Dark Side. Academy of Ideas (2015)
[3] Hungry, and You Fed Me: Homilies & Reflections for Cycle C. by Fr. Richard Rohr, O.F.M. © 2012.  Clear Vision Publishing, Manalapan, NJ
[4] Sundays with Jesus, Reflections for the Year of Luke, James DiGiacomo, SJ © 2006.
[5] Living the Word, Year of Luke, by Laurie Brink, O.P. and Paul H. Colloton, O.S.F.S © 2018. World Library Publications.

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